I’m a mess. I’m overwhelmed and I just too tired. I just feel like breaking down and crying. I can’t even go a day without thinking about you and I know you don’t think about me since you and that slut do everything together and you like her a lot and everyone else does to. You gave me rules for…
Sometimes I wonder if my whole life will pass by this way: me waiting in the shadows, waiting for something to happen. Waiting for someone else to make it happen. Something new or different or crazy and amazing. I‘ve been there for so long, letting everyone else figure it out for me, floating along without much direction or conscious thought. Reacting.
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| — | Sarah Ockler, Fixing Delilah (via forever-and-alwayss) |
